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Star's Free Wheeling Life Style.................. Huh??? So another relationship bites the dust and it's implied that perhaps my "Free Living Lifestyle" Allured them but caused them to think it's okay to treat me with disrespect. I say "El Toro Doo Doo" to this suggestion. I don't smoke, I don't drink, I don't use recreational chemical. I am mostly into Peppermint Tea and Health Food. I am more likely to hang around a 12 Step Group versus a Night Club. Lack of men has never been my dilemma but none of them are lined up at my doorstep in anticipation of doing the wild thing. Although it might cross their mind while we listen to Southern Rock over a Cup of StarBucks. My idea of a REALLY Great Time would be crawling on the floor of a muddy cave among the crickets and bats but I'll settle for a hike in the Forest. What REALLY REAALY repulsed my latest ex-Love Interest was a Trip to Monticello? GASP!!!!!! So does this that Star is a Defective Person because who I thought to be the Love of my Life's FireTrucking Buddy's Husband Dies, he goes chasing after her and Star is Pushed Out. I don't think so............... What it does mean is that I am all ALONE AGAIN!!!!!! It means more Holidays and more Birthdays spent ALONE AGAIN!!!!!!!! It means playing the dating game which I would really would rather not play but it's what I have to do in order to not be ALONE AGAIN FOREVER!!!!! So the Love of my Life doesn't think I'm worth Loving. That doesn't mean that his assessment of who I am is True. He is far more repulsed by my Love of Monticello than my former employment as an Exotic Dancer. I suddenly feel misplaced and don't where the heck I am going to next. I am advised, "Take a year or two, Love Myself, Find Out Who I am. BE ALONE AGAIN!!!!!" Heck, darn blast and other words to that effect. I Love myself just fine and I know who I am. I am Libra and cosmically designed for Partnership, It may be Venus and Mars conjunction in Virgo that keeps me ALONE AGAIN!!!! Way too much!!!!! Astrological Placements indicate challenges but that doesn't mean they are the Boss of Me. I have no intentions of being ALONE AGAIN FOREVER, any longer than I have too. If all goes Well, Star may be moving to Moniticello or at least in the same neighborhood. I am checking out a rental that's up the road from Monticello. That is sooooooooo Cool. If I get this place, I will be allowed to have a Dog. Even Better! This is the Scenario that would be more the Liking of the Star He needed some time to find his self. a little space to think, He starts seein other wimmin, Chase the Hoe and Blondie Too They take him to an S&M Party Spankie Spankie is What He Wants. And baby things are just movin way too fast for Him. So STAR picked up what was left of her pride put on HER walkin shoes, got up on the high road And did what the STAR Should do..... i um Chorus Star got a brand new BOYFRIEND. We went and jumped off the deep end. Drove off to for the weekend. Spent the whole day lyin' on the White House Lawn, Wearing nothin but a smile. Playin kissy, kissy, smoochy, smoochy, Talkin mushy mushy bout nothin'. Man I think I'm onto somethin', Waving Howdy to Obama and Michelle and all them Secret Service men too. Woo Hoo!!! I love it when He calls me buttercup. He laughs and says Sure when I say Let go find a CAVE . He pops a top for me and serves me Peppermint Tea , And says my buddy's always welcome here. Buddy is a Dog When I get hungry He takes me out Sushi and Wasabi Too. I'm ridin shotgun like a shitzeu hound, My tails waggin' my tougue's hangin' out It makes me wanna shout.... STAR's got a brand new BOYFRIEND. Shamelessly Plagiarized and Paraphrased Steve Holy lyrics - Brand New Girlfriend  Abracadabra  |
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3/3/2009 6:32 am |
How do you end up picking such losers?
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3/3/2009 6:35 am |
Star: May we [collectively] have your permission to use ETDD whenever it is appropriate??????
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3/3/2009 6:43 am |
I agree with Roxy Star...just jump back in there and grab you another one--the more frogs you kiss the better the odds of finding that prince!
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3/3/2009 6:44 am |
Star, perhaps I have it wrong....but might it possibly be preferable to be alone than with the wrong person, or one who thought you were wrong for him? We can tell from your posts that you are a good, loving, giving, caring woman. It is patently obvious that if there is anything you are afraid of, it isn't a fear of work. But you do appear to fear being alone. I can relate, because I've been there myself. And, as a solution, I finally decided to stay alone until God, Fate, the Muses....or whoever controls this universe, put someone dead square in my path. (I have to be truthful....this was suggested by a really good psychologist.)Still waiting. But, I have found a....well, I can only call it "a joy" in being alone, doing exactly what I choose to do, going where and when I choose to, and not having to please another at any time....just myself. I have friends, and sometimes it does get a little lonely, but not enough to put myself in the position of letting someone in my life who I haven't known for a long, long time. In my life, the only percentage in "jumping into something" was getting hurt. And, I have had enough of that to last many lifetimes. Perhaps if you get to that point, you, too, will look for another path. And, I can assure you "the love of your life" doesn't know what he's lost....but you are better off without him....and tell him that if/when he comes crawling back. I have feeling your Monticello dream and plans are going to come to fruition......and you and your dog will be quite happy and content. I wish you, Star, luck, happiness, joy, and...love.
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Star: May we [collectively] have your permission to use ETDD whenever it is appropriate??????  Permission Granted but only if you post that Picture of you in the boat with your shirt off. Woo Hoo! Abracadabra
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3/3/2009 9:49 am |
Often times we go "Where the wind blows us", but the reality is we are on another's boat not our own.... We just keep jumping from one to another and never landing on ours... I will wave at you as the boat I'm on ( not mine) crosses your path....
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