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starwomyn 70F
5258 posts
11/18/2010 8:56 am

Last Read:
4/9/2013 11:37 pm

Freedom 5K , Forgiveness and Soul Retrieval

When my relationship with HIMSELF ended last year, I feel like I lost a piece of my soul and I haven't been able to get it back.

Cry A River, Build A Bridge, Get Over It.

I can't seem to get over that bridge because I am leaving my soul behind. HIMESELF was no great loss. I am sure that he treats the woman that he flaunted in front of my face with as much cruelty as he did me.

She thought she got the price but she got herself a booby price instead.

FORGIVENESS
The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget.”
Thomas S. Szasz

Folks who refuse to forgive burn the bridge that they too must cross.

Maybe that's why I can't get across that bridge.

Because of HIMSELF
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of HIMSELF
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of HIMSELF
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of HIMSELF

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of HIMSELF
I am afraid
paraphased Kelly Clarkson song

I just wish I could figure out the way to
uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-UNDO IT!!!!!
SO....................................paraphased CARRIE UNDERWOOD song

I'm going to buy me a dog,A dog?
A dog.
Why?
Why, cause I need a friend now.
Babe, you need all the friends you can get, I'm telling you.
I'm gonna buy me a dog.
HIMSELF don't love me no how.
Don't ruin my song, man.
It's the only song I have!The song was already ruined before it was wrote.

Monkees Gonna Buy Me A Lyrics

Now I have a and a Running Partner. I purchased a pair of running shoes on E-Bay

I signed up for the FREEDOM 5K in Crozet, Virginia on December 11th. I have plans to run a Half Marathon in Virginia Beach in March.

So at the Fishing Place, a gentleman quotes "I do triathlons and CAN out run you. Not even close. You may have the heart, but you ain't got the build for running. Thank God."

Dang! I may not have the build for running but I do have the part of my soul that I have to find. Running is the only way I can figure out how to find it and get it back.



Abracadabra