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Ding Dong, The Wicked Hoe is Dead! God Forgive me for the Shadows in my Soul. It is not NICE to think ill of the dead. Bless Her Heart. Her death should make me think more kindly of her. Yeah Right! Only with God's help. If only I had the ability to see her though God's Eye. It might be different. I can only see her though the Eyes of the pain that she is responsible for bringing into my life. Only God can heal that pain!!!!! This is the woman that Joe brought into the House and introduced as my replacement. He flaunted her right in front of my face. I was not very nice to her. The fact that she died is not surprising. She was a practicing alcoholic with MS. I loved Joe but she needed him more. I suspect that Joe won't be spending a whole lot of time being the grieving widower. A whole bunch of women will be standing at his doorstep to eagerly give him consolation nookie. She died at at the University of Virginia Hospital on March 19th. Ironically this is the same day I was in Virginia Beach with my and we ran the Shamrock 8K. Ironically, running has been the means that I've been using for healing. I can't fix my unlucky in love status so I just keep running. It is my belief that the Creator's Plan is for all of us to progress. Perhaps in another lifetime, I operated under the same kind of values that she did. . The pain of betrayal has changed those values. That's Progess and the Creator's plan. It is my belief that Healing can actually occur through DEATH! It is not that tragedy as we preceive it in God's Eyes. So is the Bimbo still a Bimbo in the SpiritWorld? The Creator's Plan is for all to progress. Forgive us our Trespasses as We Forgive those who trespass against us.  Abracadabra  |
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The coincidences have convinced me that there is indeed a creator despite the fact that Life is NOT Fair. I don't ask or expect the Creator to make it fair only to get the inner strength to walk through it. Despite the unfairness of Life, I am still blessed in many ways. Abracadabra
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Death does not erase memory. If someone did something like had been done to you then their death does not erase the fact that it was done. So if you feel a bit of justice has been done. Then that is your right. Dusty
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4/13/2011 9:17 pm |
Star..I am rather shocked. ...instead of hating her so much that you would celebrate her passing....you my take another look at "Joe", he was the one that betrayed you ..not her. And if he is a widower, he must have married her..he must have loved her. Let it go. Hate is a terrible thing...it eats you up...find peace and let her rest in peace.
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Do or feel what is right for you gal pal!!! The Creator works in mysterious ways. Hugsssssss!!!
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4/14/2011 5:20 am |
Hi Star: Not knowing all the details of your ex's infidelity of course, I wonder why the man often comes out looking like the poor innocent victim who was duped into being unfaithful by a conniving sl*t of a woman. Its sick that there are women in this world who have no respect for other women or the institution of marriage, but then again no-one can force a man into being unfaithful and it takes two to tango.
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