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starwomyn 70F
5258 posts
10/3/2022 4:46 pm

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10/18/2022 3:21 pm

Dreams and the Nightmare Before Christmas

It is ironic how I tend to focus on the haters when I should really be putting my energy into those who genuinely care about me.

Last week was my slxtynlnth solar return. I walked into a XII Step Meeting. One of my friends was celebrating XXV years of sobriety. I remember a time when she and I were the only women in the meeting. She was about V years at the time. It's been fun watching her blossom, grow, and help a lot of women who are struggling with alcoholism.

I mentioned in the meeting that it was my slxty-nlnth Solar Return. I will turn f0rtyflve next month. The Group sang "Happy Birthday" to both of us. There was cake, cheese, crackers, veggies, coffee and herbal tea.
A girlfriend gifted me with a handmade dreamcatcher from South Dakota. It was sent to her but she said that it belongs with me.

Meanwhile, a woman that I thought was a friend moved from Nebraska to the apartment next door to me. She would get mad at me for the most trivial reasons.
Why would somebody inject themselves into my space and life just to bring difficulties.

She opted to end our friendship. It's her issues not mine and I can't fix them anymore than I can fix what is wrong with ManyProfiles. Que Sera Sera. Meanwhile, she has been sending negative energy in my direction and telling people that I have dementia. . It's not a problem because I am pretty good at deflecting bad energy. People who really know me know better.

So, I found the PERFECT place for the dreamcatcher.


MISCHIEF MANAGED


Abracadabra


starwomyn 70F
8872 posts
10/3/2022 4:51 pm

Can be activated by "I solemnly swear that I am up to no good," Mischief Managed.

Abracadabra


CRAZYHORSE230 78M
1693 posts
10/3/2022 5:51 pm

    Quoting starwomyn:
    Can be activated by "I solemnly swear that I am up to no good," Mischief Managed.
STAR, PLEASE IGNORE ANYONE THAT GIVES YOU ISSUES.

THEY ARE VEXATIONS. THIS IS FROM THE "DESIDERATAquot;

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.

THE DAYS WILL END ... TIME WILL BE ETERNAL


StarCandy1 69F
1797 posts
10/3/2022 5:56 pm

Happy birthday and congrats ! HUGS


Darter50516 66M
3857 posts
10/3/2022 6:51 pm

Happy Solar Elliptical !


TwilightSpirit 56F
1243 posts
10/3/2022 8:10 pm

Happiest of Days to you!


Robyn363 83F
3474 posts
10/4/2022 4:07 am

Im not sure how many years I have under my belt, I think around 38!!! I remember my 10th year of sobriety and even who did the chair. I cried at that meeting I felt so blessed to have reached that much sobriety.
I dont care any more what people think of me. Loud people disturb my peace of mind and I try to avoid them if possible. Having a neighbour who is a vexation to the spirit can be a bit of a challenge. Congratulations.


Archer62 83F
7087 posts
10/4/2022 6:01 am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! JUST KEEP GOING AND DOING THE THINGS YOU FEEL ARE BEST FOR YOU. YOUR NEIGHBOR IS PROBABLY JEALOUS AND IS EXPRESSING THAT IN NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. BEST TO IGNORE.


maudie1957 74F
1262 posts
10/4/2022 1:53 pm

Happy Birthday, Star.


myseek1 80F
1376 posts
10/5/2022 4:35 pm

Don't let anybody disturb your inner peace, star! Be proud of what you have achieved and ignore the negative aura of your neighbor. Happy Birthday!

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, what you do are in harmony - M. Gandhi