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Self Pity I sit here alone tonight wondering what tomorrow will be like God I've asked, please don't let it be like today, oh please! I've thought God I wanted you to watch over me, take care of me I've been sad today, the inside of me is so afraid of life At times I've wonders how could you leave this so alone I'm not bad, no not at all, I've given until my love's all gone I feel numb, or do I even feel at all..I don't like myself as is Maybe I think, is life a punishment for some and not for all Then I remember some past days of long ago, when I felt like this I've come thru them, and to my surprise, life does go on and on It's now how I feel right now, but, what I choose to do tomorrow If I sit and cry all day, I've just wasted what God's given to me A new day, perhaps full of grace, I have to remember God's praise So, I'll get up feeling better than this day, I'll do my part too I'll remember to smile, at myself, and a friend or two, then you You do the same, I'm sure this will work, I have no doubt at all I already feel better, just letting it go, you try it too, please It does work for me and it will for you, as well, just try it now I'll see you smiling at me, 'cause I'll be smiling at you too!!! If you choose, then laugh at me..'cause I laugh at me, so can you Writing is just an outlet for my emotions, please do not be to upset with me....this is my first blog, I hope that I get better, if not, kindly write me a letter...kindly, please, I get hurt easily....lol I do laugh at myself all of the time! I love life, but, if I get down, then I pick myself back up and try again at this wonderful thing...life..don't take it for granted, it's to precious to waste...I know from personal experiences...that's why I name the silly poem...Self Pity...Thanks to my sff friends..... 
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2/5/2009 7:31 am |
Sandi, Welcome. I have always found that writing things down is great therapy. When I look back on them a few weeks later I cant imagine I felt that bad, then something else happens. I have had to pick myself up and dust myself off a good bit during the past year but Im still here to tell the tale. Nice to see you here.
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