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WONDERING ... ABOUT .. OUR .. WORLD ..
Posted:Apr 14, 2009 6:32 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2009 8:33 pm
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..... .. I wonder what the President needs to do for some people to realize the world is not made up of the old west .. If you had a problem with your other half, are you going to send in your big guns and fight it out , I doubt that would be how you would handle the situation .. you seem to have a sense that if you don't use your force always you loss the battle , sometimes the use of force losses more battles then it will win .. case in point Iraq , we may have won the war, but we loss so much in getting to the finish line .. the U.S. is not well liked any where in the world, we are looked at as bullies, thugs and many other names .. So do you seat down with your wife and resolve your issues or do you fight it out .. I think you seat down and resolve it, that to me is the direction that the President is going in .. it is not a safe world we live in anymore, we need to use all means to secure our safety, not just force, but by talking with others and resolving our problems peacefully .. I know you don't fight always, I am sure their are times you stand your ground, but if you do it always, you will loss in the end ... I like the direction that Mr. Obama is taking this nation, it seems others in the world do also .. George is gone and so is his directions ,, America will always be a Great nation, we don't need to be the Bullies of the world, we need to learn to fit in and do our part, our nation can be so much more then we already are, but we will not do it by using force always ... Let's Talk ... Let's Talk ... My 4 Cents worth
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.. ARE .. WE .. WILLING .. TO .. LET .. GO
Posted:Mar 22, 2009 9:02 pm
Last Updated:Jul 21, 2009 12:40 am
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... Letting go ... I wonder should I let go ... letting go is a theme with many variations .. When we live with gusto and we are released to experince the full excitement of life, we are letting go .. when we turn over are lives and wills over to the power of our Higher Power, we are freed of many cares ...If we orient our lives with the compass that always points to fear and insecurity, or to power and success, we are givings ourselves over to those forces ... But we can orient our lives to our Higher Power's care and support . That makes it possible to drop our guard, allow for some mistakes, and delight in the pleasure of creation ....

If I had my life to live over again .... I'd relax ... I would take fewer things seriously, I would take more chances, I would climb more mountains,and swim more rivers .... I'd start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall .. I would go to more dances ... I would ride more Merry -go- Rounds .. I would pick more daisies ..... How many times has this crossed our mind ....

Today let me forget my worries and enjoy the fullness of .. LIFE ....
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.... I ... AM ... Totally .... PISSED
Posted:Mar 20, 2009 9:57 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2009 10:06 am
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Well me and Adrianna went to Williamsburg's Va. this last week, but things happened that I was not very happy with .. First the weather sucked big time, it rained the whole 4 days we were their, we did get to go to some nice spots to eat, but the rest of the time for enjoying the area just didn't happen ... the doctor had not started anything for Adrianna on her treatment, which I could not believe .. but the thing that really send me to another world was that her Doctor lied to her ... not only has the cancer went to her liver, but the cancer that he told her was gone is not .... where is the hot sauce, not that I need it, but right now I wish that I could have a little R & R with the Doc ... I told Adrianna she needs to have them send her records to her Doctor here in Mi for a second opinion .. I am really disappointed in the why this has been handled .. we are talking about someone life here ... People need to get their act together .. I am not going to say I am sorry, people have not done what is in Adrianna best interest and I am pissed, after fighting to be alive today, the Doctor's have dropped the ball ... I hoped that they have done better for others, but I would not trust them at all .. she has not asked for anything but the truth, if what it is , is the worst, she does not want it sugar coated .. if their is little to be done then she wants to know the truth .... We all live are life to be respected by the ones we trust .. when it comes to knowing what is happening to our health, give us the truth .. none of us our little , and we have te right to know .. I am not sorry that I am PISSED .. PEOPLE HAVE FCUDED UP .. TELL THE TRUTH ..... WE ALL DESERVE THAT .... IT WAS A GOOD WEEK, WITH ADRIANNA AND MY SISTER .. BUT THIS IS WWWRROOONNGGGG ....
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Missing ... In ... ACTION
Posted:Mar 14, 2009 7:01 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2009 9:16 pm
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I would like to first Thank all that send your prayers and well wishes for Mary .. WE all hope that this will end for us ... I am not sure if I will be on the next 4 or 5 days, next week Adrianna starts her new round of chemo .. 14 weeks to 26 weeks is what they are saying , 7 hours once a week and 5 times stronger then any chemo she has already had .. So me and her are taking a mini vacation to Williamsburg , Va. for the next couple of days ... Adrianna really enjoys Captain Georges in Williamsburg and we are going to take in some of the scenery .. she starts her chemo on Wednesday so we are just going to get away for a short time .. I will probably shoot up to NY to see my sister as I will be so close .. it is only 2 and half hours from York, Pa where Adrianna lives , so just in case anyone wonder if all is well , that why I will be missing in action .. so I hope that everyone has a nice week , and once again thanks for the prayers .....

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....... ANGEL .. ALERT .......
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... 5 .. Years ... Of .. Torment .. Please .. God .. End ... It
Posted:Mar 13, 2009 11:42 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2009 10:10 pm
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... The years have pasted by so quickly, doesn't seem like it could have been 5 years already ... Our family and especially my Uncle and Aunt and there have been hoping for a end, a end to the not knowing, the end of a tragic relationship that went very wrong when others were not around to ask the questions .. MY Uncle and Aunt and there Mike had just left 2 days before to go to Ca. with Mike for work, they had went to be close to the grandkids, how could anyone know that when they got on the plane that day it would be the last time they saw Mary ... 5 years ago my cousin Mary Denise Lands disappeared from her home that she shared with her boyfriend, he now seats in prison for another crime that he committed on his next girlfriend, I guess you could say that she was the lucky one, she is alive to talk about it ... March 12th marked the 5th year that Mary has been missing, last year I missed the balloons being released, and was very upset that I had, this year unfortunately I missed it once again .. A friend that I have worked with and for had some time to help put some windows in a house a brought last year, we were supposed to do it Wednesday but he was sick and could not make it .. his schedule is full for the next month, so Thursday we did the windows which means I missed the balloons being released and the prayer that all this will soon come to a end for us all ... This year I talked with my Uncle to let him know that I was not going to be able to be there, but my heart and soul would be supporting him and his family , along with the rest of our family ... Mary I hope you are with God and that somehow before we are to release the balloons marking another year passing that you are found so we can all put this to a end ... God bless you Mary, you will always be alive in our hearts .... ..... Please God end this, please ......
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... A .. LOST ... INNOCENCE
Posted:Mar 7, 2009 11:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2009 5:44 pm
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As I sit in the waiting room today at the V.A., I looked around the room, wondering what the story was for the others in the room, we all had one bond in common, we all served our country...... I still remember the guys I went thru basic training with(FT. POLK LA..)and thats been 35 years ago, I wonder how they remember their time in the service, then my mind wander to my brother, and his time in service... he is now back in Iraq and then it hit me, I have had a hard time with him going back and I was having trouble figuring out why I was so upset about it.... the week I had spent with him in May when he retired from the military ...In my blog post I had said his reason for going back sounded like a death wish, I have figured out what it was, it was the death of the brother I grew up with, the little brother, the friend, and sometime his father figure, was gone.. The reason I was so upset was because the person I knew is died, his life has taken him thru hell's kitchen many times and back... You know their are a lot of different way we can die, not just a physical death, we can die a moral death, a character death, a spiritual death and their are a lot of ways we can die other then a physical death... The brother I knew is no longer alive, his life has changed him to the person he has become, just as my life changed me, it does not mean I love him any less and I am not going to be any less scared and worried for him, but I realize I need to grieve the person he was and embrace the person he has become... Don't get me wrong I am very proud of my brother for serving his country with pride and commitment, but the time he served his changed the person I knew, just as my life changed who I am.. I love and care for my brother very much, but I know longer have the one I knew--- HE'S GONE --- I will miss him, but it's time to move forward.... DC ....
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