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Foto Friday - My Work Space
Posted:Oct 22, 2010 3:44 pm
Last Updated:Oct 24, 2010 4:36 pm
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I don't currently have the internet at home so my workspace is at the Local Cyber Cafe. It works for me because I am most relaxed when I am around people even if I am not talking to them.

When I am not Blogging or working on my farms on FB. I am selling Horary Astrology Readings and Dreamcatchers on the Bay. I just started selling books at Amazon. I would love to be able to be totally self-employed and wave bye bye to Sam's Club but that's not my reality right now.


That's my OTHER Work Space



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The Dubious Ghost and Lucid Dreaming
Posted:Oct 19, 2010 8:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2010 3:44 pm
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Last year I moved into Ms. V's home as a night time care provider. Ms V was a Highly independent lady and the challenge was to assist her where needed while respecting her Independence.

She was housebound and on oxygen. She stayed up until 4am and slept until noon. She watched Satellite Television most of the time. She was especially fond of Ghost Hunters and other Paranormal related type programs.

We were Kindred Spirits and chatted about Astrology, Tarot, Reincarnation, Edgar Cayce and other subjects that some of her more conservative caretakers might have problems discussing. We especially talked about Ghosts.

This Summer Ms. V died peacefully in her home the way that she wanted to.

I am still in the House for the time being. Her family suggested that I move into the larger bedroom that was hers before she moved into a Hospital Bed in a smaller room.

Last week, I decided to sleep in Ms. V. room. I heard her say, "Please get out of my house!" I walked out of the bedroom into the hall way. There were entities flying around on both sides of me. Suddenly, I was paralyzed and couldn't move. I told Ms. V, no I'm not getting out your house until I am good and ready. I willed myself to move. I started screaming and kept trying to get unparalyzed. I felt myself jolted back into my body and woke up in the Ms. V's bed.

I was REM dreaming.

According to Google research - To dream that you are paralyzed, reflects the current state of your body while you are dreaming. During the REM state of sleep, your body is really immobile and paralyzed. It can also symbolize feelings of being helpless or pinned down in some aspects or circumstances of your waking life. You may feel unable to deal with a situation or change anything. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are feeling emotionally paralyzed. You have difficulties expressing your feelings.

To see the ghost of a dead friend/relative in your dream, suggests guilt and regrets concerning the past relationships with that particular person.
To dream that you are receiving a message, represents a message from your unconscious.

Indeed, I feel the need to move on but I don't know where to go next. When I finally figure out where to go - It will all fall into place. It always does.
After the Dream, I went into the Living Room and sat in an Easy Chair. Sudden, doors started opening and slamming shut. The Dishwasher started opening and dishes started flying around the room.

"Dang! Bonnie, You are dreaming again. I thought to myself. Time to wake up girl. Wakie Wakie Bonijean. I started singing an obnoxious song that I used to sing to my sons when I was waking them up for school. "Wake Up Mr. Billy Walk Up. Get your cute little butt out of bed bed bed. Wake up Bonijean Wake Up! Get your big fat butt out of bed bed bed! Suddenly I woke up even though I was not in a bed. I fell asleep in the Chair.

I was Lucid Dreaming
According to Google research In a Lucid Dream, you can be aware that you are dreaming. Lucid dreams give you the ability to control your own dreams and steer them toward the direction you want. In the lucid state, you are more willing to confront threats and as a result, become more self confident.

Lucid Dreaming can be used as a tool for dealing with and overcoming Life's Challenges.

I have to laugh when I think about the nature of these dreams. Ms. V was housebound and oxygen. Despite all the Ghost stories that she loved watching, I am reasonable certain that Ms. V has better things to do in the spirit world than the haunt me in my dreams to boot me out of her earthly abode.

The dreams were simply my way of dealing with Ms. V's passing and the events that followed. I am sure she is not an Earthbound Spirit and she's very happy that I am taking care of her cat.
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Fote Friday - Sargent Dad
Posted:Oct 15, 2010 2:33 pm
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2010 4:55 pm
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Most of my pictures including the ones of my Dad were lost in a move. Life on Life's Terms.

My Siblings and I used to salute and stand at ease for "Sargent Dad." He was a big man with a bald head who smoked lots of cigars.

When my Mother died, she was cremated and her remains buried in Arkansas because we couldn't afford to transport her and ourselves to California where our Dad is buried.

My boys who were in California picked up some dirt from Dad's Grave. They took the plane to West Virginia after getting stuck in Chicago overnight.

We drove to Arkansas and used the dirt from my Dad's Grave in my Mom's Ceremony.

Some of the Marching Tunes - He taught us!

You're in the Army Now. You've not behind the Plow. You're Digging a Ditch. You of a Beetch! You're in the Army Now.

1964! My Mother Went to War! SHe opened the Door and peed on the floor and That was the end of the war.

Ommp Pah omp Pah Omp Pah Pah!
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Venus Retrograde - Past Lovers On the Horizon
Posted:Oct 11, 2010 5:33 pm
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2010 4:52 pm
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From October 8 until November 18, VENUS will be doing a backwards dance to and from two of the sexiest signs -- Scorpio and Libra.

Sex, intimacy, deep understanding, perception and romantic moments of all kinds will be presenting themselves

Past relationships could make their way into your present, giving you either a second chance love to make Love Work, or justification for ending a brain dead relationship once and for all.
Other Happening during Venus Retrograde
reconsiders before expressing love or affection
relates awkwardly to others
doubts the love others offer
can become obsessed in relationships
feels let down by the commitment level of others

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Not Foto Friday but Still A Pic of Mum
Posted:Oct 9, 2010 7:07 am
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2010 5:37 pm
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This is a picture of a Picture of my Mum when she was a young girl just beginning to Merge into womanhood. She would marry a Military Man, bring five into the world, and have several grandchildren.

Her life was not an easy one but she made it to the other side and all is well.
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Foto Friday - The Earth is Our MOTHER
Posted:Oct 8, 2010 1:07 pm
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2010 4:31 pm
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My Mother is in Spirit World and I have only one photo of her. I could always take a photo of the photo.

I opted to focus on Mother Earth. This photo is my reflection in water at Monticello. Water represents the West Shield and the other side where my Mother is.

The Earth Is Our Mother
(Hopi Indian Chant)
The Earth is our mother, we must take care of her.
The Earth is our mother, we must take care of her.
[Refrain] Hey yana, ho yana, hey yan yan,
Hey yana, ho yana, hey yan yan.
Other Verses:
Her sacred ground we walk upon, with every step we take.
The Sky is our father, we must take care of him.
The Rivers are our sisters, we must take care of them.
The Trees are our brothers, we must take care of them.
The Earth is our mother, she will take care of us.

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Foto Friday - ROCKS
Posted:Oct 1, 2010 2:21 pm
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2010 8:36 am
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Obsidian is a stone and Crystals are considered the Chiefs of the Terrestrial World. Technically Amber is fossilized Tree Sap but I love my Amber beads.

I was talking to my oldest about a potential birthday present. When he was a , he asked me the same about a Yule Present. I told him to color a rock and give it to me. I had that rock for many years until it got lost during the move from Nevada to Arkansas.

I told him to send me another rock. "You mean like a Diamond" He commented. "No, I prefer Stones to Gems"

I bought myself a Purple Turquoise Ring this summer and placed it among the Amber I purchased at a Pow Wow several years ago.

I do hope my sends me another rock for my Birthday.
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Foto Friday - H is for HORARY Astrology
Posted:Sep 24, 2010 8:45 am
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2010 8:17 am
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You ask a question and cast the chart based on the timing of the question and answer the question according to the placement of the planets.

So............... Where is the Love?
Friday, September 24, 2010 - Charlottesville Virginia

Sexy Scorpio on the Ascendant with the Traditional Ruling Planet doing a Salsa Dance with Venus in the Secretive 12th House

The Aries Moon is Pleasure Loving Fifth House.

So............... I need to go to a place of recreation - Find a Scorpio and Compromise his virtue in the Graveyard.

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Foto Friday - The Baby Star and Her Little Sister
Posted:Sep 17, 2010 8:40 am
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2021 5:59 pm
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“We plan our lives according to a dream that came to us in our childhood, and we find that life alters our plans. And yet, at the end, from a rare height, we also see that our dream was our fate. It's just that providence had other ideas as to how we would get there. Destiny plans a different route, or turns the dream around, as if it were a riddle, and fulfills the dream in ways we couldn't have expected.”
Ben Okri- Nigarian Author into Magick and Politics
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Koran Burning Preachers and Bible Eating Dogs
Posted:Sep 10, 2010 12:57 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 6:42 pm
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My 12 Step Training taught me to connect with God of my understanding.
It was a relief to not have to listen to a Preacher ranting about all that "Fire, Brimstone, God is gonna get ya!" nonsense.

When I was five years sober, I decided that I needed a Religion. I researched the different religions and discovered that the Episcopalians were the most educated. Since I value education, I decided to stick with the winners and became an Episcopalian.

Since that time, I've become Unitarian when I am not meditating with the Quakers

Indeed Episcopalian were educated in their thinking. Yes there is a God who proves himself through coincidences. The Bible contains Truths but may not be all literal Facts. So What.

Mythology is not a bad thing - Many Major Religions explain things through Mythology.

I purchased a New Jerusalem Bible and a Book of Common Prayers. The got ahold of my Bible and chewed it up to Smithereens. The Vicar suggested that I simply throw it away and buy a new Bible. That was an easy solution.

The Catholics burnt Martin Luther's Version of the Bible but it didn't stop the Lutherans from creating a Reformation.

If Ben Ladin opted to Burn Bibles - It won't stop Christians from being Christians. The Christian Bookstores can charge him double for the Bibles.

So Now there is much ado about this Loonytoon Preacher who wants to burn the Koran on September 11th. This is really stupid.

Nevertheless, Preacher Terry Jones has a solid constitutional right to burn any book he wants as long as he doesn't violate fire code. If he burns Korans, it doesn't change the words in the ones that the Lawabidding Citizens in the United States Possess.

The only thing Preacher Terry Jones actions accomplish is to reveal him for the nutcase that he is. He is the reason why some folks opts to be non christians.

Big Firetrucking Deal if the Radical Islamics in the other countries that they oppress are offended. They are looking for excused to be offended so that they can control their people.

They are manipulating Spirituality for Political Power.

The ate my Bible but it didn't stop me from finding a Spiritual Walk.

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