Venus Retrograde and The Backroad to Monticello
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Posted:Mar 15, 2009 6:10 pm
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2009 6:13 pm 1499 Views
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Venus went into Retrograde on March the 6th and will go direct on April 17. Since Star is a Libra and the ruling planet of Libra is Venus - this means that Star's Love Life is going to be dismal until - Mid April.
Nevertheless, it is a good time to retreat - evaluate lessons learned for past loves - use those lessons as tools to skyrocket a successful outcome in Love after April 17th so.............
Thus far, I've been stood up on one date - and two other dates canceled. Typical Venus Retrograde
So..........The Alternative is a pity pot party or go on the date anyway.
So Friday- Semper Fi canceled our date to St; Jude's Fish Fry so I went on the date minus the date. What I find amazing is the fact that Mr. Semper Fi lives three houses away from that Church. My Black Gentleman Friend lives in Northern Virginia close to Washington DC. He actually RENTED a car for driving to Central Virginia just to for a Lunch Date while Mr. Semper Fi couldn't even walk 300 feet to keep a date. When I stopped by Mr. Semper Fi's abode to say Howdy, He was busy watching the Beverly Hillbillies.
Oh Well, I wonder who had the better time at our date.
So, I've always wanted to share the experience of Monticello through the eyes of Star so yesterday, I called one of my Plenty of Fish Contacts and let him know that we have a date to Monticello on Sunday.
March 15
Bicentennial of Jefferson’s Return to Monticello
The 200th anniversary of Thomas Jefferson’s return to Monticello on March 15, 1809, following his second term as president, will be commemorated with an event on the West Lawn. Featured will be noted character interpreter Bill Barker portraying Jefferson and period music by the Williamsburg Field Musick fife and drum corps. 1 p.m. Free (admission required for house tours).
I was trying to decide what to wear. I opted to wear a flowing dress versus the blue jeans that I usually wear. I called my date and I wanted to wear something special just for him including the pink lacey string bikini underwear.
This morning, I punched Monticello into my GPS and let it guide me on the Back roads to Monticello. The Virginia Back roads on a Winter trying to be Spring Day is awesomely beautiful. It's a combination of the frozen Autumn Leaves with Green Leaves Buds waiting to be awaken.
When I arrived to Monticello, I noted that there was a three mile hiking trail near the entrance. I considered the possibility of hiking that trail later in the day.
I was told that I would need a ticket to get the West Lawn. The ticket was free unless I wanted to the House Tour which I didn't. I needed it to get on the shuttle bus.
Nope! I don't need that Shuttle Bus. There is a 1/2 mile trail that leads to the top of the Mountain and the West Lawn.
Hiking in the rain is a healing experience for me. Water is emotions, and I've been very emotional lately. Most of the time, I identify with the song "Cowgirls don't cry" but there have been times when I can't stop crying. Thus I surround myself with water whenever I can.
The Trail to the top of the Mountain has growing the evidence of Jefferson's interest in Wild Flowers. They were all over the trail popping out of the winter ground.
I called my "Date" on my cell phone and told him - you are one of the few folks crazy enough to hike with me in the Rain. I've found some places on this trail where I would like to stop an give you a great big sizzling kiss. "Gee I hope your jeans don't shrink from getting all wet," he responded. "I didn't wear jeans. I am wearing a dress just for you" I responded back. As we reached the top of the hill, the
When I reached the top of the hill the gentlemen from the Williamsburg Field Musick fife and drum corps started playing their music and I had to end the call.
There was a theatrical looking gentleman watching the presentation. I commented to him, "You look like you could be part of the decor." He answered back, "Actually I play the part of James Monroe at Ash Lawn which is down the road.
I have to confess that "Thomas Jefferson" looked hot riding on the back of that to his Mansion on the Hill but "James Monroe"......................... Woo Hoo! That Man has got Fire! What an absolute superb specimen of masculinity.
However, I have this "Date" who is my current focus.
What is amazing is that when Thomas Jefferson returned to Monticello on March 15, 1809 - Two Hundred years ago, it was a rainy day just like today. I feel so honored to be able to trudge through the rain just to celebrate this special day with Thomas Jefferson. The man is my Hero.
As I made it back down the hill minus the shuttle - I opted to tackle the three mile trail on another day when I am more appropriately attired. Maybe one day after work now that the days are getting longer.
I got back on the road and gave my "date" a call. "Hey do you want to go out for Sushi or to Starbucks for fancy Java." I asked him. "Keep it simple until we do it for real" He answered back.
Okay, so I checked my financial realities and it was a Taco Bell Day. It costed three dollars and two cents. Dang! Star is a cheap date but what a wonderful experience.
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Star's Date With Mr. Semper Fi..............
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Posted:Mar 13, 2009 6:56 pm
Last Updated:Mar 14, 2009 7:59 pm 2149 Views
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[So this evening I get a call from Mr. Semper Fi. He has a cold and a sore throat so can we do the Fish Fry Thing NEXT Friday. Yeah Sure!!!!! Big Tough Marine. It's more like COLD FEET!
So My Options were
1. Stay at Home and Have a Pity Pot Party
or............
2. Go on the Date anyway WITHOUT Mr. Semper Fi.
I opted to go without him. I called him for directions because he lives three houses from the Church and told him that I was going on the date anyway and would advise him of the great time that we were going to have.
I put the address in my GPS and headed for Lousia. I've never been to any of the 12 Step Meetings in Lousia so there was opportunity.
When I reached the Church - one of the Catholic Ladies that I met at Sam's gave me a big hug and asked where my Marine was. I told her that he got cold feet so I went without him but I am going to advise him about the great time that we are having on our date.
My people's skills have improved tremendously since I've been Cashiering at Sam's. This was a great opportunity to practice them over some really great Catfish.
Later on that evening, I talked to Mr. Semper Fi and he said we'll do the Fish Fry Next Friday. I'm not counting on it.
Most likely - I'll be going to Monticello this Sunday BY MYSELF but I'll have to figure out which date, I WON'T be taking with me. 
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Celebrating Lent with Mr. Semper Fi
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Posted:Mar 13, 2009 3:23 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2009 10:24 pm 2349 Views
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When I first started working at Sam's Club as a Cashier, I was worried about my People and Money Skills but it turns out that I am doing just fine on both of them.
So Yesterday, some Catholic Ladies came to my register with a FlatBed full of Catfish. St. Jude's Church from Louisa is celebrating Lent with a Fish Fry every Friday during Lent.
So I mentioned that I have a date Friday with this really buff Marine Guy from Louisa. Perhaps we should go to the Fish Fry. "Absolutely, in fact if he comes in Uniform, we'll feed him for free."
Woo Hoo! I've got a date with Mr. Semper Fi but he don't know it yet.
So I got home and gave him a call.
"Yo Mr. Semper Fi! I've been telling some of the women at St. Judes about how georgous you are. They want you to wear your uniform on Friday Night, Check You Out and they'll feed you for free."
"Dang, I don't think I can even Fit in that Uniform anymore." Mr. Semper Fi relies.
"Not to worry, I am sure you look just fine even without the Uniform," the Star responses.
It just so happens that Mr. Semper Fi lives just about 500 feet from St. Judes so we are going there tonight so that all those women can "Check Him Out."
What I didn't tell Mr. Semper Fi is ............
that all these women who are checking him out are NUNS. 
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Star is a GOLD Digger
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Posted:Mar 9, 2009 2:39 am
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2012 9:38 pm 2686 Views
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I was hoping to replace Mr. Joe with a nice neutered Male Dog. So what comes on the horizon is a Real Live SCORPIO Biker Dude with one thing on his mind.
He's been sending me text messages for the last two days about how "HOT" he thinks I am. So last night I gave him the message.
I don't consider the Wild Thing until after three dates and a trip to Monticello.
Oh Well, another potential Love Connection bites the dust. Now Star is a Gold Digger. Dang! We met at McDonald's over coffee and orange juice. Later that evening, we drove to the C-Ville Downtown Mall in MY Car. Big Expensive Date.
We discussed meeting on Tuesday and a dinner date on Friday. I would have introduced him to the joys of Geocaching on Tuesday. It's a interesting but inexpensive venture. That would have been date number two.
The Dinner date number three would have been his Choice and Taco Bell suits me just fine. Monticello would have really really cost him. LOL!
Oh Well! Date Number Two and Date Number Three have been canceled because Star is a Gold Digger. Life on Life's Terms.
A Nite of doing the Wild Thing with a Hot Scorpio Male would have been a good thing but I'm looking at the picture down the road. Meanwhile, I am going to Pet Smart after the 12 Step Meeting today and check out the Dogs.
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Geographics and the Search for HOME!!!!!
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Posted:Mar 5, 2009 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 11, 2009 2:55 am 2063 Views
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So I'm told that where ever I go, I take me with me which is fine. I usually enjoy my own company but enjoying my own company in a PLACE called HOME would be nice.
I have felt displaced since my divorce in 2002. I opted to let ex-hubby keep the house in West Virginia because he is older with health issue. It is much easier for me to start over than it would be for him.
Nevertheless, I lost my HOME and starting over in West Virginia is the pits. I love the 12 Step Community and being surrounded by RAW NATURE in West Virginia!!!! But the Job Market and Financial Realities suck Swampwater.
So in 2006, my youngest graduated from High School. He repeated 11th Grade three times. All I could do is stand back and let reality kick him in the glutenous maxims and when it did he got serious and finally finished High School.
So now, I've fulfilled my responsibilities and my youngster is able to be self-supporting through his own contributions. He always worked even when he was ditching school so it wasn't that much of a jump for him to be on his own.
It was time for Star to live for Star versus living for someone else. So along comes the Truckdriver with an offer for a Love Connection in Texas.
I didn't find Love but I did find Wal-Mart in Texas. The problem with Texas is that all I saw was the Trinity River and lots of pavement. The twelve step community is outstanding. I can find that wherever I go.
So I headed for Nevada and another Wal-Mart. I thought to myself "WTF"!!!!! I considered going over the boarder to California but a family emergency had me heading for Arkansas instead.
I headed back to West Virginia but the Wal-Mart over the boarder in Virginia hired me. Along comes Mr. Joe with an offer of a Love Connection in Historical Charlottesville, Virginia. That Love Connection went South. Life on Life's Terms.
So Where to Next?????
Even if Love goes South twice since my divorce, that doesn't make me a defective person. That doesn't mean I don't like or love myself. Rigorous honesty was that I don't even like the Texas Trucker but I was totally in Love with Mr. Joe.
The Texas Trucker took my dream away. I lost Love with Mr. Joe. So the Motto is Cry a River, Build A Bridge, Get Over It.
So I've cried enough tears to fill that river. It's taken numerous calls to my 12 Step Sponsor, Wally World's Resource for Living and even a few calls to the Suicide Hotline.
At one point I was searching the cupboard for medications to send me to the Spirit World. I couldn't find anything. There was Medication for the Dog, Tylenol PM, Stool Softeners, Stuff for Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Dang with my luck, I would attempt to gas myself with an electric oven.
What I though would really be great is to cross over in Mr. Joe's Hot tub and come back as a Ghost to Haunt It. That didn't happen so I better figure out how to build that bridge.
I have a local 12 Step Buddy who suggested that I check out CraigsList on line to find a shared rental so this is the ad that I placed.
55 Year old Woman looking for a Shared Housing Situation.
Affordable and Safe.- Sam's Club Wages are do not extend the "Save Money - Live Better" Logo to their Employees
I don't smoke, drink or use recreational herbs or chemicals thus I don't need a Party Hardy Atmospheare
Currently employed at Sam's Club and have an E-Bay Business
so I need a place where internet access is available.
I sell Dreamcatchers, and do Astrology and Tarot Card Readings on-line so if you have religious beliefs otherwise - we might not be a good match
I relocated to Lousia County and transferred from a Wal-Mart to a Sam's Club to follow a Love Connection that gone South!
Life on Life's Terms
I would truly love to rescue a and introduce the MUTT to my soon to be ex-Love Connection as his replacement but that's optional. Dogs are backward deities who understand the concept of Loyalty
I currently don't have any pets. (I prefer a Male Neutered that likes Hiking Trails)
So I've checked out two potential rentals today. One place is very affordable but way too city for me. The other place is really awesome. It's right on the Ashland-Highland which is the property of former President James Monroe. The Roads are not that much different from West Virginia.
Star is a Los Angeles Woman who has "Gone Country" and intends to stay that way.
I also have a response from a woman who owns a house in Ruckersville. She was laughing so hard from reading my ad. I'll be checking that place out within the next few days.
It doesn't appear that God is letting me go into the SpiritWorld anytime too soon so it's time to build another bridge. For the time being, it appears that I will be staying in Charlottesville. Maybe Six Months down the road it will lead to Georgia. Now Where's That Dog! I need a hiking buddy to get over that Bridge.
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Star's Free Wheeling Life Style.................. Huh???
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Posted:Mar 3, 2009 5:16 am
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2009 3:36 am 2211 Views
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So another relationship bites the dust and it's implied that perhaps my "Free Living Lifestyle" Allured them but caused them to think it's okay to treat me with disrespect.
I say "El Toro Doo Doo" to this suggestion.
I don't smoke, I don't drink, I don't use recreational chemical. I am mostly into Peppermint Tea and Health Food. I am more likely to hang around a 12 Step Group versus a Night Club. Lack of men has never been my dilemma but none of them are lined up at my doorstep in anticipation of doing the wild thing. Although it might cross their mind while we listen to Southern Rock over a Cup of StarBucks.
My idea of a REALLY Great Time would be crawling on the floor of a muddy cave among the crickets and bats but I'll settle for a hike in the Forest.
What REALLY REAALY repulsed my latest ex-Love Interest was a Trip to Monticello? GASP!!!!!!
So does this that Star is a Defective Person because who I thought to be the Love of my Life's FireTrucking Buddy's Husband Dies, he goes chasing after her and Star is Pushed Out.
I don't think so...............
What it does mean is that
I am all ALONE AGAIN!!!!!!
It means more Holidays and more Birthdays
spent ALONE AGAIN!!!!!!!!
It means playing the dating game
which I would really would rather not play
but it's what I have to do in order to
not be ALONE AGAIN FOREVER!!!!!
So the Love of my Life doesn't think I'm worth Loving.
That doesn't mean that his assessment of who I am is True. He is far more repulsed by my Love of Monticello than my former employment as an Exotic Dancer.
I suddenly feel misplaced and don't where the heck I am going to next. I am advised, "Take a year or two, Love Myself, Find Out Who I am. BE ALONE AGAIN!!!!!"
Heck, darn blast and other words to that effect. I Love myself just fine and I know who I am. I am Libra and cosmically designed for Partnership, It may be Venus and Mars conjunction in Virgo that keeps me ALONE AGAIN!!!! Way too much!!!!! Astrological Placements indicate challenges but that doesn't mean they are the Boss of Me.
I have no intentions of being ALONE AGAIN FOREVER, any longer than I have too.
If all goes Well, Star may be moving to Moniticello or at least in the same neighborhood. I am checking out a rental that's up the road from Monticello. That is sooooooooo Cool. If I get this place, I will be allowed to have a Dog. Even Better!
This is the Scenario that would be more the Liking of the Star
He needed some time to find his self.
a little space to think,
He starts seein other wimmin,
Chase the Hoe and Blondie Too
They take him to an S&M Party
Spankie Spankie is What He Wants.
And baby things are just movin way too fast for Him.
So STAR picked up what was left of her pride
put on HER walkin shoes,
got up on the high road
And did what the STAR Should do..... i um
Chorus
Star got a brand new BOYFRIEND.
We went and jumped off the deep end.
Drove off to for the weekend.
Spent the whole day lyin' on the White House Lawn,
Wearing nothin but a smile.
Playin kissy, kissy, smoochy, smoochy,
Talkin mushy mushy bout nothin'.
Man I think I'm onto somethin',
Waving Howdy to Obama and Michelle
and all them Secret Service men too.
Woo Hoo!!!
I love it when He calls me buttercup.
He laughs and says Sure when I say Let go find a CAVE .
He pops a top for me and serves me Peppermint Tea ,
And says my buddy's always welcome here.
Buddy is a Dog
When I get hungry He takes me out
Sushi and Wasabi Too.
I'm ridin shotgun like a shitzeu hound,
My tails waggin' my tougue's hangin' out
It makes me wanna shout....
STAR's got a brand new BOYFRIEND.
Shamelessly Plagiarized and Paraphrased
Steve Holy lyrics - Brand New Girlfriend
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Star's Lunch Date with The Black Gentleman!!!!!!
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Posted:Mar 1, 2009 6:14 pm
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2009 7:14 pm 1926 Views
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It was the first time I've ever dated a Black Man but only because a Black Man has never asked me out before.
We met at Roma's Italian Restaurant in Louisa. I asked how he fared with his SFF Profile, he said that he would often get one less Star for the Compatibility Rating because of his Race.
I told him that this often happens to me when I list Native American as my race. Somehow, the SFF Powers to Be won't let us list more than one race and they don't even require a compatibility Star for religious differences. This is more of an issue for me than Race.
I need somebody who can understand and not scoff at my MetaPhysical Magickal Mind. Most Fundamentalist Christian Males don't understand that. In fact they used to burn women like me at the Stake. This is why I am so grateful for the Separation of Church and State. I don't want the Government dictating my Spirituality.
We talked about our mutual challenges with Weigh Control Issues. I bought my sister's Fat Jeans on the Bay in September and I can finally get into them this week. My Sister says they were NOT her Fat Jeans. They were her CURVY JEANS that she also bought on the Bay. I'll be selling MY CURVY JEANS by this Summer so maybe I'll pass that Good Luck to another Woman. God knows how many times, they've been sold on the Bay.
Restaurants tend to serve rather large serving. He took half of his food home in a doggie bag and I took half of my food home in a Doggie Bag.
We talked for over three hours. We talked about Politics. I voted for Hillary in the Primaries but Supported Obama when he won the Primary. What a mess our new President has to contend with. Two Wars and a Recession. We've lost the respect of many other counties because of the way we've treated the Prisoners of War. Personally I think Obama Rocks.
I shared that I initially supported Hillary first had nothing to do with Obama's Race. It had to do with his CHRISTIANITY but when I read his writings and how he found his own Spiritul Path, I begin to respect the Man. This is a Leader who will honor my Spiritual Path even if it's different from his.
He shared with me an experience when a Theater Employee tried to force him and young to leave the Theater. He told his that they were Staying and eventually the Manager apologized to them.
I shared with him about my concepts on Magick. I am a believer in Magick. It's not abracadabra zippity zap - that schmuck is not a Frog. It's affirmation and visualization of a reality that one want to create.
He mentioned that there was a couple glaring at us. A couple with different races having lunch together. Big Firetrucking Deal. "Ha Ha! Obama won the Election and Virginia voted him in, Deal with it"" I felt like telling them.
As we were leaving the table, I gave him a great big smothering kiss and made sure the two bigots saw it. We left the Resturarnt and before heading to our seperate cars, I gave him an even bigger smothering kiss just because I can.
It was a fantastic date with a fantastic Man - Black or Otherwise.
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Yea Ha! I can finally fit into my Sister's Fat Jeans!!!!!!!
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Posted:Feb 28, 2009 8:45 am
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2009 5:28 pm 1613 Views
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My Sister is one of those Super Sellers on the Bay so she sold off several of her Fat Jeans when she lost weight. I bought them in September but couldn't fit into them.
So in January, I started seriously slimfasting it. Lo and behold - A few days ago I was able to fit into my sister's Fat Jeans. Granted, my sister and I were both blessed with the Classic Hourglass Goddess Shape. Mine is just a bit more expanded than her. It probably always will be but that okay.
Maybe by Summer, I'll be selling those same Jeans on the Bay.
I am going to go plant some Sun Flowers because Flowers are a symbol of Love. Love will Bloom again and the Sun will shine in the Life of the Star Again.
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Enchanted Tarot - Sacrifice and Initiation
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Posted:Feb 19, 2009 7:36 am
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2009 2:06 am 1375 Views
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Eight of Hearts -SACRIFICE A Woman Cries Eight Heart Drop Tears into a Frozen Stream Below. She has given so much and Her Sacrifice has been in vain and she is drained of all energy and has been rendered bereft of hope as the Barren branches growing through the central Heart.
Below the Frozen Water are the Fish who represent deep emotion but emotions that threaten to overwhelm and even immobile her. It seems that Life has been smothered forever and she cannot endure in a loveless wasteland. On the Horizon are the Spring Flowers to be nourished by the melted Winter Snow.
LIFE GOES ON - QUE SERA SERA
ACE OF WANDS - Initiation
A New Beginning and the Feeling of Life, Creation and Passion come with the Springtime. It's Time to Initiate new Projects. Do not question your power to do so. Go by your first impression and do not second-guess your self.
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Enchanted Tarot Reading on Virtue or Vice
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Posted:Feb 18, 2009 5:46 am
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2009 2:14 pm 1715 Views
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THE LOVERS- Cupid hoovers over the sky sending messages to the Lovers to their Hearts. Above the Couple is the Red Star representing True Love. The man puts his arm around the object of his affections but beneath them lounges a pouting woman who is driven mad by her own desires tempting him with the dark and light aspects within us all. The Rays of Pure Joy are shining along the spine of his true love and away from him from him. His Eyes are on the other woman while he ignores the one who holds him in true light. At his foot is the Red Star that represents elemental lust and the thinking he does with his......... He must kick that red star at his feet aside or trip over it. If he is wise, he'll reach for the Star above him
DEATH- There is going to be a profound change that if resisted may be painful. If the ending is unhappy. Let it go and move forward. Destroy Old Patterns and reveal a new rewarding path. Do Not fear Change or Passing Away.
VIRTUE OR VICE
The Choice is Joe's
He's Worth the Fight
Only True Love will make Him Whole
STAR wants to Win at LOVE
just onces in her life.
Which Star am I
The One Above worthy of his love
or the One Below his feet
I don't Know.
Death will prevail
one way or the other
Que Sera Sera
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